Art nude photoshooting

My first fetish photoshooting

I cross posted this to my facebook page (give it a like), Rotten so I'm publishing them here uncensored. This was two years ago :O.  Enjoy!

Model: Rotten
Photographer: Matija Peček Photography

Heading towards a new direction

Hello. I've decided to start writing again. Thank Gods. I think that I would go crazy if I didn’t write again. I’ve had writers block for so long, almost two years. It’s sad, really. I was so miserable that I couldn’t even write. Fun fact: I can’t write when I’m miserable and when my self esteem is as low as hell. I need to be my old bitchy overconfident arrogant big mouth self. It’s how it goes for me. And obviously I can’t write when I’m depressed. I barely get out of the bed. Sometimes I don’t even eat. I currently have a bladder infection and my kidney is being a little bitch which makes it difficult for me to sit.But I don’t really give a fuck because, after two years of misery, it’s really time for me to do something. Something productive, something good. I am planning to write a book. I need to practice before that and get my grip again and that’s why blogging is amazing. I also changed a lot in these last 2 years. A LOT. I’m more mature, more confident, more self aware. It needs more work but fuck it, I’m just gonna work with the stuff I’ve got for now.

So what happened in my live in the last 2 years? I broke up with my boyfriend, I’ve become a single mom, I started to live more. I accepted myself and my kinky side which is a HUGE part of me. I’ve learned how to be independent and do everything alone. I still can’t cook though. But I bake ;).

So I’m back at pissing people off publicly and being a badass. I’ve missed that shit.

Flame on motherfuckers!

Snail Mail Collective October!

Hello! I will write about the Snail Mail Collective once again because my package just arrived and I loved it! The Snail Mail is basically a monthly gift exchange where you can meet people from all over the world. I was paired this month with lovely Magdalena at Charmant choses. She is from Singapore (finally a pen pal from Asia! I love Asian people) and she is a very creative person who crafts pretty stuff, so you better check her blog out! This months theme was Autumn adventures and I gave my best to send her a nice package which came to her, I hope. She wrote me a very touching and nice letter (while I wrote a crappy one, I'm not good at writing letters at all) and sent me wonderful gifts! She said that she wanted to send me some things which will help me to feel less tired and exhausted.

The package and the wrapping

I've got a soap (which smells lovely btw!) a cream for winter skin care, a toe separators for pedicures, some fimo nail sticks and a mini travel version of a BB cream (which is very shiny and it matches my skin perfectly and is sweat and waterproof and I'm totally in love with it!). She said that she is not sure if I heard of those products because they are Asian, but I adore Asian cosmetics and BB creams. She hit the spot with this gift!

The stuff I've got!

Magdalena explained in her letter why she bought these things and what to do with them. The soap is just perfect! I love natural soaps made of herbs and this one is amazing. The whole package is just amazing and Magdalena is amazing too. I just can't explain it with words how much I love this <3, it's so cute!

and a touching letter

So, if you want to join the snail mail collective you can do it here. Have fun getting to know people , like I did!

Batty

Week Of Confessions #2

Hi guys, here goes another week of confessions hosted by Paige and Samantha :).

I confess...

That I failed another exam. Actually two.

That I suck at studying lately.

That I look forward to get to know my Snail Mail partner from this month.

That I hope I will finish this year in college.

That I have issues with my image lately...

That I have confidence issues lately.
That I am too lazy lately.

That I have relationship problems.

That I yell to much.


Batty

Snail Mail Collective Experience !

You wonder what this is ? Melyssa form  The Nectar Collective nad Chelsea from Lost In Travels came up with an creative idea to connect with bloggers around the globe. It is like pen pals but you get paired with another person every month and you have to send a cute little package and a postcard. First you get to know your partner for two weeks (reading each others blogs and by e - mail) and then you send a package with a postcard or a little letter.

I joined this awesome idea last month and I was paired with wonderful Samantha from Life Is But A Stream Of Thoughts. She is a very nice 20 year old girl who studies Bio Psychology in North Carolina. Her father is in the US Army and she has a pretty big family. I must say that the pairing was a total success because we both love nail polish! I really enjoyed reading her blog and getting to know her. She is in a sorority and I knew almost nothing about that kind of life (here in Croatia we don't have sororities and we live with our parents until we are 30, lame I know).

So we mailed for two weeks and got to know each other and sent our gifts. The theme we needed to follow this month was "Under the sea" and I will show you now what I've got.

The package (I put some stickers on so you can't see my address ;))

Inside and a cute note

The cutest photo frame ever !

I loved this and I already signed up for September! If you are interested in this kinds of stuff and you want to meet people online and send and get cute packages I would advise you to check this out !
Go HERE and sign up !

I hope you will have as much fun as I did.

Week of Confessions 1#

I decided to finally write this down because I miss it every time Samantha posts it :). If you want to participate you need to follow Samantha and Paige (the links are above) and put this picture in a post :).

So.. I confess...

That I nearly quit college.
That I love make up, maybe to much.
That I am addicted to shopping at some degree.
That I have issues with self image, I never look like I would like to.
That I think I suck at makeup.
That I love pastel blue and pink and purple.
That I am so tired these past few days that I think I will die
That I want to have weird hair again.
That I failed almost all of my finals... yeah.
That sometimes my husband is so damn annoying I want to smack him so hard I can't really describe.
That I dislike my parents. They are so mean.
That I want to move out of here.

Batty